Post by robin.l blake on Aug 19, 2012 4:44:46 GMT -5
| [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 400px; height: 250px; overflow:auto; border-left: 10px solid #657f86; background: #FCFEF5; opacity: 0.8; border-top-right-radius:60px; border-bottom-left-radius:60px;] Robin Lucas Blake  Sixteen || level three || Eating-disorder/Compulsive-exercise/Body dysmorphic disorder || Taylor Lautner || Male Isaac on Robin “Robby and I go way back, like literally way back we were best mates before we even knew the word, so yeah we know each other from kindergarten. When we both were in second grade, we started to get into soccer and he was o.k. I mean he wasn’t perfect like I was.” (brags) “But we had each other, and we were their to help one another, through every girl problem, even though we still got into out fair share of fights because of them, in fact that reminds me of that one time, I think her name was Cyndi with an “I” oh man was she a looker, if you know what I mean.” (winks at the interviewer) “Well both of us really liked this Cyndi, I mean this chick was as attractive as they came, well to cut a long and very entertaining story short, you should have seen the types of humiliating things we both got up to over girls such as Cyndi.” (Wipes a tear from his eye) “Then in eighth grade we both started going to the gym, this would probably have to be the start of his problem. Well not really a problem per se because can you blame a guy for wanting to look good, especially for beach season. But no in all seriousness Robby does have a problem, even I can’t convince him of that, because you see and I’ve told his parents, and even his lady friends are frustrated by this. But Robby just is never happy with how he looks; here are a couple of examples about what I mean. This one time Robby thought he was not just fat but over-weight, like seriously have you seen the guy, he’s a freak, in a good way and even I’m jealous of how he looks. So because of this Robby practically stopped eating, and I think, well I can’t be sure because I didn’t witness it with my own eyes, but I’m fairly sure that Robby wasn’t eating all his food, I mean gross right, I would have thought this of some chick we knew who turned out to not have a problem like that, but not my Robby. But anyway the important thing that you should probably know is, like seriously Doc. Robby even got down to one hundred and ten pounds. Then on another occasion Robby decided that and, as crazy as it sounds he thought he was to small, like he actually believed he didn’t have any muscle. So because of this he purposely gained all of this weight, and even reached three hundred and ninety six pounds. Even I know that’s an extreme flux in weight that also wasn’t his proudest time as Robby started to get hell depressed. You know because he wasn’t having much luck with the ladies at that weight, around this time was also the start of another problem that Robby has. Or maybe this wasn’t the start, because I mean to say this was when I noticed another problem that Robby had, I for one can understand picking at flaws that one might find in the gym, but Robby took this to a whole knew level, but I guess you probably already knew this with the eating. Robby would always be pointing out every flaw he had, like seriously the guy was insane because he would even point out the smallest flaw, something that was barely noticeable, or even non-existent, also got on my a bit to, I mean have you seen the guy. He’s got the perfect face, as well as the perfect body; I would kill to have his looks." (Suddenly remembers where he is) "I mean not literally kill. Then in tenth grade Robby got real depressed, like seriously depressed and at one point I thought that I had lost him, he was totally out of it. His life was pretty much gym, school, and home and need I mention his eating again, like seriously I think that I was his only friend during middle school, he never went out or went to any student party’s because he just was never happy with the way he looks. At one point this had gotten so bad, that I even had to pull him back from being run over one time, well you could bet that I kept a close eye on him after that, the guy just was never with it." Something that Robin wrote down in tenth grade Why can I grow, I train and train and train some more, you know that whole blood sweat and tears thing, I’m eating just the right amount but I can never eat enough. Then when I finally grain some muscle, I also gain fat with it and well come on, fat isn’t attractive, but when I try to lose weight I’ll lose everything. Ahh! I can’t stand it because even now as I’m looking in my mirror in my bedroom, I can see all of my flaws, my arms, my chest, my legs back, my stomach, everything you name it I can see a floor for. What is wrong with my body, no girl will ever want to date me, I mean look at me, I see some girls who I’m interested in, but their perfect, they’d never go for someone like me. Tom || 21|| Beats me ^_^ || Yeppers! |
