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Post by kyle m. james on Aug 31, 2012 0:15:56 GMT -5
s h o u ld i g i v e u p o r s h o u l d i just keep chasing pavements even though it
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style,background-image: url('http://i53.photobucket.com/albums/g79/Juliart/background_black.jpg');,true][cs=2] L E A D S T O N O W H E R E | [atrb=width,240] Kyle looked around the cafeteria and sighed. He didn’t want to be here, because he knew that they would try to get him to eat disgusting things that would make him fat. He only wanted to stay skinny so that when Erik came back for him, he’d make him proud because he would be better and beautiful according to him. He was standing in a small line to get his food and looked towards the doors. Orderlies were stationed at every door, checking up on a few kids, and even wandering through the room. This room was crowded with them because of how many kids were here during meal time.
He felt something hit him and he rubbed at his arm and saw that there was a tray on the ground. He looked up at the guy that had hit him and saw that he was mad. He whimpered and shut his eyes before expecting to feel a sting. He knew times like these. If Erik ever got pissed and something went wrong, it was taken out on him. He expected to he hit, or punished in a way for things going wrong.
When he opened his eyes he saw a few orderlies looking towards them, and some taking a few steps forward. He shook his head at them and took a couple little containers of fruit off the stand, and grabbed an apple before moving away from the line and seeing one of them shake their head. They knew he wouldn’t eat any meat, or anything that had carbs in them. He refused to eat any bread, pasta, or anything of that sort. The only thing he would eat was fruit and vegetables.
He sat down at the only empty table and popped a few of the blueberries into his mouth. When given the chance to eat, Kyle ate. When he wasn’t given the chance, he didn’t care. He could go days without eating before realizing it, or until someone reminded him. Usually the orderly around him would ask him, and he wouldn’t be able to answer, and they’d make him go eat over 500 calories which always made him upset. With Erik he got one, maybe two meals a day, and they were always fruit or vegetables. He was allowed to cook other food for Erik, but he was never allowed to eat it.
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Post by Noah H. Jackson on Sept 14, 2012 19:37:05 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style,padding-left:5px; padding-top:5px; padding-right:5px; padding-bottom:5px; background-color: #575757; border-radius: 100px 0px 100px 0px;] noah jackson "Im nothing more than a chalk outline" Why did he have to wear clothes? Noah would much rather prefer just wearing his underwear when he went down to breakfast. He wouldn’t go naked, how he slept, mainly because he wanted to leave a little to the imagination. If he went naked he would have bitches falling at his feet, begging for him, and of course Noah wouldn’t want to be rude and say no. But of course he had to wear clothes. The orderlies made him, which just made him hate this damn place even more. He wasn’t allowed to smoke, or have sex, or even go down to the gym to let off a little steam when he got pissed, which honestly he really didn’t understand. He would much rather prefer letting out his aggression on a punching bag than a person, but ‘rules were rules’. He would just have to lie his way out of rehab, go find a really hot girl and bang her brains out, and then have a good smoke before going at the hot girl again. Noah was sex deprived. The longest he had gone without sex was a few days, if that. He needed that euphoria feeling he got with sex, but nope. ‘Rules were rules.’ Fuck.
Noah headed down to breakfast, his hands shoved deep into his jean pockets. A permanent smirk was on his countenance, even if wasn’t on his lips it was always in his expression. He was cocky, and it was obvious, just by how he moved and carried himself. He knew he was attractive, and even if someone told him otherwise, his ego was far too large for him to believe what they said. He stepped into the cafeteria, walking into line to grab something to eat. He grabbed a few things, a bagel, an apple, one of those containers of cereal and a thing of milk. That would suffice for now, but only for now. As he stepped out of line, his tray bumped into someone standing in front of him. Of course it wasn’t his fault though. Why was this asshole standing so close to him? All of his food clattered to the ground, along with his plastic tray, and his eyes went to the person that he had bumped into. He felt the anger bubbling up in his stomach and his fists clenched. He raised his hand, ready to punch, when he realized how much trouble he would get into if he punched someone. He took a look around, watching the orderlies as they watched him, poised to attack him if they had to. He took a deep breath, clenching his jaw and taking a step back, before walking out of the cafeteria, his food forgotten. He didn’t even make it down the hall before he punched the wall, the rough texture cutting his knuckles and making them bleed. He barely registered the pain, the anger completely blocking everything out. He needed to get out of there, right now, before he hurt someone, or himself.
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Post by kyle m. james on Sept 23, 2012 20:56:11 GMT -5
s h o u ld i g i v e u p o r s h o u l d i just keep chasing pavements even though it
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style,background-image: url('http://i53.photobucket.com/albums/g79/Juliart/background_black.jpg');,true][cs=2] L E A D S T O N O W H E R E | [atrb=width,240] Kyle ate a few pieces of fruit and vegetables, and took the apple off his plate before moving away from the table. One of the orderlies walked towards him but picked up his tray and brought the rest of the food to the trash. He wasn’t going to eat more. Not after that scene. He was taking the apple to make them feel better, but he knew that he probably wouldn’t eat it. The orderlies probably knew that too, that’s why they were always asking him what he last ate, and he could almost never remember. As he walked out the door he saw the kid that had run into him with the tray.
He saw blood running off his knuckles and he flinched. He knew that this was his fault. Of course it was his fault, he ran into him, and now he was mad. “A-a-are yo-ou o-okay?” he asked stuttering out his question. He was nervous. This kid had just been about to punch him, and now he was bleeding, and to top it off, no orderlies were around. Most of them were in the cafeteria, or with other patients. Since they just left, they believed that they were going to their rooms, or elsewhere where orderlies were.
He was afraid of what may happen from him just asking that. The boy was obviously pissed off, so he didn’t expect him to be perfectly happy. He began shaking slightly as he leaned against the opposite wall. He could feel his heart rate increase, and his breathing picked up. He was beginning to over think this, and possibly have a panic attack. He never had experienced these before, because Erik was always able to talk him down after threatening him, or something happening.
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